Thursday, June 21, 2012

Post 2: As I Begin

As I begin on this journey, there are a million thoughts running through my head.

What if I can't do it?


I'm so excited to be free of my cravings... (as I drink a soda)

How many times have I tried this before?  And failed.


Maybe I should just accept the fact that I will always be heavy...


Really.  Why am I doing this again?


I want this so much, but I just don't know if it's possible.  Is it possible for me?

Most of my thoughts on the matter are negative.  It's in these moments I try very very hard to yell at those thoughts:


SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP!






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